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About Me Member Procrastinator Chibilurv144Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Hate Me...

Thu Jun 21, 2007, 8:26 AM
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you
For you
For you

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  • Current Residence: DE
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  • Favourite movie: Chicken Little. Yes. xD
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:iconrulingwolves:
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SeNd ThIs To AlL ThE FrIeNdZ ThAt U lUv....N iF ThEy DoNt SeNd It BaCk To U.....ThEiR NoT tRuE FrIeNdZ....
1 person - you are lonely
2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many
3 people - you have a few friends...
4 people - you have some friends...
5 people - you have several friends!
6 people - you have many friends!
7 people - you are SOOOO loved!

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Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

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~rulingwolves :heart: ~Dreae
Angie is my Sadistic seme, and I her Dramatic uke. Together we will fight for our right to luv.
:iconcthrin:
thank you for the fav, it's much appreciated! :)

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:iconkyoot-neko-chan:
Im getting my report card today..wish me luck!!!
How I feel: :worry: :dead: :fear:

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Candy Is Sweet And So Is Pie, But No One Is As Sweet As I! =D
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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
:iconthelastmushroom:
Your avi is really cute! So cute I had to stop by your site =P
Anyway welcome to DA! :hug:

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:peace: :heart: & :)

透明に、透明に、君が解けゆく。
:iconchibilurv144:
^-^ Yay!! Thankies!!!!!
:hug: :3

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Errrm...^^; I got nothing...
:iconthelastmushroom:
I like your favorites! Hinata is so cute!! :aww:

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:peace: :heart: & :)

透明に、透明に、君が解けゆく。
:iconchibilurv144:
I know I think so too!! She's just one of the best Naruto girls to me :3

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Errrm...^^; I got nothing...
:iconthelastmushroom:
Me too :aww:

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:peace: :heart: & :)

透明に、透明に、君が解けゆく。
:iconchibilurv144:
Hi!!! :3 What ya up to?

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Errrm...^^; I got nothing...

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